hi such a long time since i wrote.
yes im talking to you, blog.
okay now i dont hate the first gay guy already.
you know
and im REALLY FUCKING GLAD because
we changed our class plan
AND THE SECOND GAY GUY SIT DAMN KAO FAR AWAY ;D
i just read my previous post and i thought i am very funny and hilarious.
HAHA
see i laugh at myself.
not funny.
i think it was a pre-PMS thing so i wrote sooooo angrily.
xD
har-har-har
im living my life.
moving on
going on
without gayguy#2
;)
THATS A GOOD THING OKAY
so.
tomorrow is the merdeka drama competition and apparently we suck.
it is english drama how can we suck?
ugh.
anyway
we suck and we are going to suck tomorrow
and and and.
today we did ALOT ALOT ALOT of merdeka deco in class
i stick the coloured glass paper onto the stupid fucking dirty windows to make it look like a malaysia flag okay
assholes.
and the stupid fucking gayguy#2 after recess suddenly come and say
WOAH WEY YINN THIS IS DAMN NICE
GREAT JOB GREAT JOB
so fucking pretentious.
stupid fucking asshole
and suddenly he come and help me
wtf help me = NEVER HELP ME AND DESTROYING MY WORK
fucker
wtf you early dont help until i starting to get pissed only come and help
and i hate people touching what i did and he go and touch here touch there
and he go and help me stick
I DONT NEED YOUR HELP FUCKER.
i gotta sleep.
i rove darras chao.
tenkewbai.
de arimasu.

my fucking computer damn fucking slow like fucker.
fuck
okay.
the singing competitions are over. OBVIOUSLY
i no comment. i hate him.
not the judge la.
-.-
ya its my fault, but i still hate him.
i have two Gguys in class.
one sits infront of me, yes i like to spell infront together.
INFRONT INFRONT INFRONT.
one sits next to me, luckily there's still a gap.
fuck
they so fucking gay,
the one infront is like,
he's got a nice voice, as in singing.
not very nice la.
i say liddat give him face nia.
is quite special only lo
and fucker he everytime i try and stay far far far far far from him.
he will try and come near me.
like dog only
i think he like me?
not being perasan
or am i
I DONO
the fucker.
cause i got one ,
ONE ONLY
like a pin / badge thingy on my pencilbox
HE FUCKING COPY ME AND TELL ME
see i have one only also on my pencilbox like yours ^^
YES WITH THE FUCKING FACE.
for i still have one and a half years with him i never show him my beautiful and short,
middle finger.
and he think me and him like after competition very close liaw
o0o
no.
he always stick to me one o0o
during free period or something like that when the teachers not in class
i will walk around the class,
as usual
HE WILL FUCKING FOLLOW ME =.=
and if i take the broom and sweep the floor because i very free and the floor very very damn kao dirty
he will copy me also -.-
no brain or what?
people do what also follow
WHY DONT YOU FOLLOW ME TO TOILET WHEN I GO
WHY DONT YOU WEAR BRA LIKE ME ALSO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY
I DARE YOU TO WEAR IT OUTSIDE o0o
then i go out of class he also go
fucker -.-
then there was once i was sitting with kugan and kugan left
HE CAME AND SIT WITH ME AND HE SAID
i wanna sit you wey yinn ^^
YES WITH THE FUCKING FACE AGAIN.
and when we are talking in a group
aka with ken ween or kok choong or hoon woon with zi yang
then he damn annoying.
zzz
AND HE LIKE TO COPY MY PICKUP LINES
FUCKER HE
sometimes i say very sarcastic words in my style
HE FUCKING COPY MY WORDS.
FUCK HIM.
and cause when i see people do wrong sometimes i will tell them off and quite fiercely tell them
HE WILL COPY ME ALSO
FUCKER COPYCAT LA
FUCK FUCK FUCK
sometimes i really scold peopleone
he also copy =.=
copy as in he also scold people
he always scold zi yang
kesian zi yang
not real kind of scold la, but
HE COPY ME LOH?!
I DONT SCOLD PEOPLE FOR NO REASON LA FUCKER
i feel that he is SUPERFUCKINGPRETENCIOUS
and i shall start being un-nice to him.
o0o you.


next character.
the one sits with a gap, but beside me.
so everytime during english period,
you learn new words.
of course.
its okay to ask questions.
you ask questions about meanings of the words.
BUT DONT OVER ASK OKAY?
FUCKER.
dont ask over and over and over again
and dont ask questions that are quite obvious?
like.
teacher whats optimistic?
FUCK YOU.
AND.
he likes to sleep in class.
so normally during class he sleeps, then
he wakes up and start asking stupid questions.
like
what teacher taught.
eg:
teacher whats this.
i just told you just now right? right class!
class says ya.
oh sorry teacher i was sleeping.
FUCK YOU.
and he like to say.
hey dude,
and he says dude in a weird way?
damn fucking annoying when he say dude.
YOU DONT SAY DUDE IN MALAYSIA
YOU SAY EHHHHHHHH
FUCKER.
and this is another pretty situation that always happen in class.
after add maths monthly test.
hey sean.
(sean got the highest mark for first add maths monthly test, and its only the second day he transferred to our school)
sean doesnt answer.
hey dude.
hey dude.
hey dude.
hey sean.
sean says hmm?
was it hard for you?
sean shook his shoulders.
i think it was hard, [turning back to his place mumbling to himself]
at this time i turn back to sean and say
(sean sits behind me)
he likes you.
you know guys ask question,
they just stand and lean onto one if his sides and stand sideways with hands by their sides.
or pointing.
you know folded hands.
he will point with fold hands, as in one hand up one hand still there, you know you know.
like the shape of L
something like that
ya.
whatthefuck.
and he likes to block the board o0o
he like to ask questions to distract the class, when im studying.
he LOVE TO ASK STUPID QUESTIONS.
i just cant give examples today cause these two weeks im very happily sitting apart with them.
and he wipes his table with wet tissue when the afternoon session changes his table.
EVEN I DONT DO THAT.
well you cant really refer me as a girl,
BUT A GIRL DOESNT DO THAT.
ziyang who sits beside him says he's scared of tiny insects.
FUCK YOU.
and and he has this orange nike bottle.
one day someone accidentally draw his bottle.
or he drew it himself la.
he was like
AAAAAAHHHH~
in a lady way.
fuck even i dont scream like that.
one day a bee stung him.
you know guys they like to act brave la.
i dont mind if he acts brave.
but he was like
OW IT HURTS~ OW IT HURTS~
and because it was on his pinky
for the whole day he was lifting the pinky.
and he wan to act man some more
we (teacher, kugan, me) call him go and look for PBSM
he say
nevermind its okay,
fuck la when he's suppose to be a guy he dont.
ugh.
cannot tahan.
one fine day im gonna get something really dirty and put it on his face.
gr.
and sometimes you call the teacher from your place cause you dont wanna move.
you call like
TEACHER!
he calls like
teacher..
ya.
zzzz
and normally i will say
just shout la.
and he will shut up.
;)
 end of gayness.

class is running fine,
and im in the middle of midterm. 
so its a midmidterm.
im sitting infront of renchi.
or double i?
i dono.
feels weird la.
at least there's still a jinwen infront me.
8)


im missing sodagreen and nanquanmama alot.
very jay chou these days.
listen alot of old jay songs.
<3 nice.
and i hope to go out with some old friends this holiday..
dunno what to do with them if go out
and abit panic what to talk aso.
so i still thinking abit.
and my msn is so dead.
if wanna contact me it is better to call or sms.

tenkewbai.

lotsa stuff to say.
one main thing is?
SODAGREEN
the pianist/viola-ist went for their national service,
which is i dont know how long it is
but which is so sad
and i miss them ):
my school singing competitions!
actually one only.
i wanted to take part solo
they say
call me perform on the finals
so
i never take part
i take part duet
with wei shuen
this coming friday is our competition
its like.
ugh.
something like that.
today was the next performance class
i was the best ahem ahem
something like that
and today was Daniel's
album launch
harharhar
i thought 3 oclock start
yuan lai
IS 3 OCLOCK FINISH
so i reach there
everybody busy taking pictures
lol
damn lol
but i bought one cd
of course
support
8D
havent heard it yet
later lah.
i think i hungry.
being stressed out.
as usual
and
have been listening to alot of violin piano stuff
not pop songs
and started vocal classes.
a short term one though
still thinking whether to continue after the short 'offer' lessons
what to do.
i cheapskate ma
tomorrow is my second lesson
one hour
lets hope things go well
i havent decided on what to perform yet.
zzzzzzzz
cant find a perfect duet thing for me and wei shuen.
there's this minggu bahasa thing
we're having malay drama on wednesday
quite fun
theme:
gay
yeah
iqbal acting gay is seriously.
quite.
FARNY.
i notice that my dad is very stalkerish.
he 'stole' all my sodagreen music to his computer
damn what loh.
i dont like
i wanna lock my computer
even though it sucks.
(sorry darling, *kisses*)
hai gam sin,

hey pee pow.
miss me? did quite alot of stuff during holidays.
i din go tuition
and i watched 2 movies.
first was alice in the wonderland
me likey white queen and red queen too.
i can walk and talk like white queen
and i can talk like red queen too.
yah
a very summarized post.
and i watched just another pandora box
yes the movie's name is 'just another pandora box'
its a parody of alot of very famous movies
yeah,
nice
annoyingly.
next was my camp.
the camp was simply good.
kinda?
yah
its a great environment.
and great air
not really great people
BUT I WAS GREAT.
the form 1 babies that went to the camp are seriously babies
go home and drink your mom's milk la ok.
seriously
dono go camp buat ape
zzz
sow.
summarizekan:
THE CAMP IS NICE.
i miss it
kinda
not quite
but quite also
maybe a little changes
like
more normal and grown up minds
better brains
y'know.
the camp was nice
the people werent.
yes.
thats about it,
my post 126
school's boring.
and i get hungry easily in the mornings after camp.
having a performance class aka trial exam for piano
four months before my actual exam
omfg y'know.
kinda nervous
its like that.
i never get nervous before i go on stage to sing after a few experiences.
BUT
every year
well, almost
you go for practical exam
and you feel the same-
KAN CHEONG LAH!
but in the heart one
pro actress like me can hide the KANCHEONGLAH inside.
8)
currently loves japanese dramas and movies.
lets just hope that my love for japanese dramas will not vanish.
oyasuminasai.

holidays lo.

stress. tau apa tu stress?
i very stress now.
got grade 8 practical
chemistry dont understand
physics dont understand
having some problems at accounts
i think i carrying alot of stuff in my head
later i become shorter some more
i have one question la.
can you all dont scold ornot?
makes both yours and my life miserable
cried.
yes i know its like drama
i know miss cheong already very nice
but the chemistry and physics teachers are not nice.
we just started this new thing two months ago.
you want us to know everything
we dono
 u scold.
you got wrong onot oh?
forget already we are new?
and diu lei, 
you dont come and tell us
'this is the basic
if you cannot understand this
how you gonna take your SPM oh?'
walao. we dono u teach la
don need to hurt us like that.
you suppose to encourage us to study
not tell us to give up
yes im talking about you puan chin.
far-q.
and you.
far-q too.
you think only you work?
everyday see your face like i owe you 123741253678436596893284962137641623827473658734500000000 liddat
I NEVER OWE YOU.
i am so...
speechless.
i hope i grow faster.
but its not that good to grow up either.
好矛盾
好烦
好想大哭一场
好想有个好点的依靠
干你
去你
ma de.
i released 20%.
i still have 80% inside me.
waiting for holidays.
haih.

whyyyy
does the sun
goes on shining
dont they know
its the end of the world!

random much,
yes.
its new year.
i have been working
havent been visiting and havent been getting angpows.
if i go and get angpow like normal
i will get alooot
cause alot of my cousins marry already
so
know also get
dunno also get
why got dunno leh?
cos my mom side got DAMALOT of siblings
and they got DAMALOT of children
and they DAMEARLY get married
so,
i will GET ANGPOW loh
its the chinese new year procedure.
it has to be like that
but unfortunately these two years im not getting angpow
cos of this business
i have to help ._.
so macam ni
and now i am staying at home doing nothing and talking to myself (blogging)
i watched drama
watched shows
watched movie
read novels
read manga
still
IM BORED
not ym first time complaining about new year,
not getting to see my cousins and their cute children
not getting ALOTOFANGPOW from them
zzz
and is it me or its just every normal teenager at my age doesnt obey
'the new year rules'
one big thing is cannot speak and cant even think vulgar.
i notice alot of young people
including me duh
and including my OLD sister
yes she's old.
they all also say bad words on first day.
weird lah.
just for the first day also beh tahan meh?!
one day never say bad word wont kill you la ._.
guess what.
IM DOING KARANGAN.
ON A NEW YEAR DAY
WTF MAN
i know
cause i am kinda too bored
seriously. (accent)
and my 'study room'
where all my books and where my computer is
IS DAMUNTIDY!
seriously
maybe its me
yeah
but normally we blame our sister.
its like.
very
aih.
and WASAI
my hair can tie edi
not that im keeping it long
but it can tie edi
and i need new sodagreen
where is the autumn album!?
aaih x3
my only hope for this year's birthday is that people gimme album.
album mcm Tanya Chua and Vitas Lu 8)
i really want their latest album.
but normally nobody remembers my birthday so i guess i'll have to wait until the day you walk in the air.
THEN people would remember my birthday.
my wishes for this year is
distinction for grade 8 practical.
muahahahhahaa.
thats abit too greedy
merit loh.
but pass i oso hapi la.
life's getting boring day by day living in this house with this family going to this school seeing these people.
EVERYDAY SERIOUSLY.
boring lah
i wanna drive
so i can go to places myself
dont have to go with them
grsh
so lifes like that.
im kinda hungry now.
im going to get the disgusting potato salad that i kinda purposely made for my sister
which she NEVER EVEN TOUCHED IT
to eat.
goodbye.
dearimasu.

hahaha.

<3 jiakai.
first time see him talking so much lol
so nice his house
and i like his cats
i like him!
and the part where ah fuey drink water
SO CUTE!
especially where ah fuey was looking at jiakai
as if he was making sure.
SO NICE!
omfg i like jiakai.

i guess.
form four life is all about homework.
alot of homework
even though i copy 70%
but thats not the point y'know.
im bleaching the board cloth.
why?
cause my assistant monitor implied that they dont really like the board colour
cause they suggested that we colour some white paper
and change it
the minute they tell me im like -.-
why they cannot tell me earlier?
tell me before i buy the cloth ma ==
i've gone so frustrated for the background colour that time
and now they tell me they wanna change after i buy
its like
你玩野啊细路!
你早唔讲迟唔讲
而家先来讲
im like.
erhhh.
o...kaaaaayy......
so the conversation ends here.
cause the fucking cloth costs 38++
whoops i said fuck.
who cares.
i buy so expensive now they come and tell me they wanna simply use some white paper and just colour something
waliao
u say i dulan onot?
see i cursed another word.
haih.
cause i've been a good girl since form 2
i feeel like a bad girl
:x
NOT
but i not so 'what' lah
cause got people say we copy also ma
so i was thinking we change it also lah
but
THEY CAN TELL ME BEFORE THE THING IS UP RIGHT?
nevermind
i dont wanna waste the 38++ clothsssss
so im bleaching them
lets hope things go well
and they wont complain anymore
and i dont wanna let them do everything
cause
讲到底我都系负责board
so
yah.
i just hope you can tell me a little earlier next time?
all your ideas
before i actually start doing the stuff.
haih.
please lah i beg you.
and next year too.
dont blabber after the board is on.
zzz
give me some ideas BEFORE i start work.
seriously quite pissed.
zzz

next thing is.
new year's nearby
we'll be in malacca.
YES
NEW YEAR = HOT WEATHER
MALACCA = HOT WEATHER
NEW YEAR @ MALACCA = SUPER DUPER SIBEH KAOLAT HOT WEATHER!
how to jalan jonker ohhhh -.-
AND I WANT THAT BAG
i dont care
i want that bag
so its like
ALL ALSO NEW BAJU
ALL ALSO SO THICK
WALIAO
KILL ME PLEASE!
but malacca is fun lah
but
KILL ME PLEASE
I WANNA DUNK MYSELF IN ICE WATER!
get the idea?
(miss nicolle lai lol)
yeah i think this year's new year will be like that.
every day spend money on ice cream and ice cream and ice cream only
go there jalan everyday eat ice cream
at night also eat ice cream
wakao
can imagine lah.
people new year eat special
my new year only eat ice cream
waliao
not so good leh.
and ah.
we not staying near jonker.
thats one sad thing.
SO MUST BRING SUN BLOCK
OMG LATER I GO BACK SCHOOL MY FRIENDS CANNOT RECOGNISE ME
lol
highness.
we staying 2 nights.
i think me and my sis are staying 3 nights
we go back to pj with my cousin
should be la.
and so need to charge up my mp3's battery.
uh huh
and need sun block for my face!
cause my sunglasses so big hor
then later got the shape there
omg i can imagine!
sob my face.
and
i dont think there will be any gambling
which is something im gonna miss.
thats sad you know.
new year ah.
must gamble abit one laaah.
sad loh.
i wanna go to that side punya place and get angpow then gamble
its the feeling lah.
i dont understand my mom and sis lah
they so annoying
its new year lah weih.
dont have to go everyday you know.
its a family thing
go for one day la!
i wanna meet my cousins ==
o0o
its only once a year
not calling you guys to go every day
can just leave us there la
for one day
no.
leave ME
zzz
JUST ONE DAY IS ENOUGH
zzz
its like
we can do stuff together you know.
its only once a year.
wont kill you like that.
they two like going to die liddat
zzz
kj will fuss alot
i really miss watching crayon shin chan together on new years.
at least do something during new year together lah,
us cousins
even though i dont think my cousins will include us in their activities
but
its still nice to have something on
everybody together
its new year lah.
zzz
im not talking about all the alcohol and all the red stuff.
its the new year thing
haih.
dunno how to explain too much
but i think i explain alot already
and one thing i really miss is fire crackers
haih.
its like everybody's growing up already lah.
before i GROW UP FULLY
i wanna live a fuller life
my life already very kosong
its like.
my circle of life already the diameter already 3 cm only
now cut one more cm
left 2 cm only
okay not funny
but something liddat
so we're spending our new year at malacca.
yay me -.-
i really hope that this time we can go to see the live bands
and go to try that tea cafe
that sells tea
DUH.
and i need to buy some souveneirs.
i buy for
ee wen
li hui
eelaine
felicia
peifern
joanna
er.
jamie
seven people.
yup yup.
okay la include debs and anngie
9 people.
yah
nine
sepoloh
okay
next.


there's a new guy in my class
actually to sum up there are 4 guys
but this guy must say cause i know him
he's from puay chai
my MU SIAW.
with beautiful toilets now and awesome airconds.
he's Sean
i think that's the way you spell his name.
er.
he got 51 over 67 for add maths test without us informing
that on the day he come to our class itself have add maths test
highest in class
say waliao.
'WALIAO'
good
yah
its kinda weird la
i think its me
i dont know how to mix with new people.
yah.
so liddat loh.


this year's angpow will be less.
haih.
me and my sad life.
i wanna eat bread.
i miss them lah.
deborah and anngie
i miss our days.
):
whatever
i dunno what to say
i feel so speechless and so tired.
someone help me.
I NEED A BOYFRIEND LOL.
whatever
emotional unstabil ah me.
o0o
bye.

at sungai wang!!
supposed to post this on sunday,
but that day my html sot plug jor
so ma liddat loh.
so here are some pictures.
8)






















they came here by this.
yes,
AN ALPHARD!





















checking everything
blah blah-derry blah blah




















yeah, rained abit,
...


























awesomeness!
proness!
around six to seven girls sharing ONE umbrella only.






















sound check!
cause its live,
so they're checking their instruments' punya sound
sound check mah.
this is ah fuuuu~























blurness,
still sound checking and 'rehearsing'
but alot people scream like shit.
(including myself)
8)



























i forgot when i took this,
but obviously he was singing.


























blurrrrrrrrrrr.
btw i love his shirt and his hat.
and his everything.
<3





















only clear photo for the whole performance.
can see what he wearing?
so nice right!
i likeyyyy~
and he was wearing a hat too.
BUT TOO HOT MA
what to do?
malaysia loh.





they sang alot of songs.
around twelve songs.
i guess
i never count.
lets try and list them out
狂热
他夏了夏天
无眠
小情歌
parts of :
无与伦比的美丽
这天
日光
one of my favs in the latest album :
-蝉想 （rehearsal/sound check)
近未来 (rehearsal/sound check)
带我走
birthday song lol
and one of my favourites,
频率
this is full song.
as in not only one part.
so they sang eleven songs excluding the birthday song.
why got birthday song?
cause its the hottest guy in the band's birthday.
i guess.
should be somewhere there lah.

and and and,
the whole day was great
the performance was great
cut the food we ate,
it was both at char chan tengs
abit zadou.
and cut the part where sungai wang is so big yet so small
makes me wanna puke inside,
and also cut the part where how hot it was before the performance.
thank god it rained a little.
8)

i will try my best to upload videos here.
for myself of course,
and for people who actually read my blog
blah blah blah
and
yeah.
hope they'll have more fans @ m'sia
and hope i'll have a chance to go to their concert @ taipei
cause normally concerts that come to m'sia
already very little isi
isi as in
the isi in the karangan
yes
i couldn't find the word in my head
yah
or singapore lah maybe.
good luck to me.

ps
i still dont like you.
dont think you blah blah blah then you can blah blah blah.




currently addicted to KOPIKO!
nice lah you know.